Why Not?

   It’s about time i got back into this writing business again. I’ve been out of the game for quite a while now but I’ve and an itch to get started again. I don’t know why but i have such a difficult time translating my thoughts into words, but I absolutely love to express myself through writing. I have time and tools to put my mind on the paper which is much like a stress reliever for me. Since I don’t argue, yell, scream or fight this is my realm, my sanctuary to relieve the pain and stresses of everyday life. I actually prefer this method of relief, although it can be frustrating at times. (i know i almost contradict myself, but hear me out). When I’m put on the spot or try to intelligently express how I feel or what I’m thinking I freeze or make myself look like an idiot. By writing I get self satisfaction by being able to accurately express myself and not having to worry about what or why I might say. I don’t need to write for other people, or even let other people read my thoughts and feelings. This is my safe haven and, although odd, i really couldn't ask for a better method to blow off some steam or get something off my mind. This is what I do and I don’t care what people have to say about it.